3rd post of da day..

haiz..
dunno wad to say..
jux looked back at my previous blog(wretch)..
omg..
cant bliv i noe how to use some words..
even now i oso dun rmb..
reminded me of many sad things..
bt till now..
i still haven solve most of it..
some i've forgotten..
bt some..
still in my heart..
2 years..
le..
haven bt going..
1-3-2010..
dats da day..
i dunno how will it happen..
bt i hope it works..
for once..
even is a 0.0000001% chance..

frenz..
i still cant figure it out..
maybe dats me..
my fate..
or my attitude??
i think is both..
for no reason..
i dunno y..
i dun lik it when u interfere my relationships..
with fren i mean..
i dun lik it when u noe my frenz..
perhaps im jealous..
jealous dat u hav more frenz den me..
perhaps..
maybe cuz of dat..
i dun lik it..
whenever u meet my fren..
my relationshp v dem will reduce..
i dunno how..
i hate my selfish thinking..
cant i be more 'open'..
think outside da box?
y cant i jux control my emotions..
bt no matter how..
is deir choice of choosing frens..
i cant control so much..
i will control myself..
dun be so sensitive..
frenz r still frenz..
forever..

till now i still cant 4gt abt wad happen 2 years ago..
i rly do miss dat day..
da day wher u said u liked me..
will it happen agn..??
dun think so..
it will be in my memory..
wad can i do..
how??
complicated now..
in da middle of da nite..
me..
typing dese rubbish..
dunno for wad..

2.51am..