Unbelievable..

My goodness..
today rly..
i din expect it..
both kailin n yingxin din come today..
nt sure y..
bt i think is cuz dey slept late..
since nid to pray..
bt wad oso din inform..
2day suddenly say we nid to go ikrar..
omg..
wad oso din prepare..
den we quickly prepare..
write da ikrar on a piece of paper..
den omg..
legs shaking..
den..
when asking da prefects to go duty..
i shouted..
bt my voice..
dunno y sounds so weird..
haven 'open' yet..
i think..
sounds weird..

den go out le..
omg..
more n more nervous..
bt lucky..
ntg went wrong..
haha..
end up..
feel very 'high'..
bt still nervous..
omg..
haha...
2day din feel bad..
kinda happy..
haha..
bt my heart is still complicated..
do i??
or do i not??
i rly dunno..

awaits..
6 more days..