i wan be sejarah teacher!!

u guys be thinking dat im crazy...
bt no..
is so EASY..
"go home read dis..dat.."
"i dun wan tech so detail or else i cant finiz da syllabus"
"i wan noe da meaning of ... next week.."
done..
i finiz teaching..
so easy><
i learn dis from my RESPECTED teacher.. XD

den dis morning..
dunno y my class n 4D gt ppl 'destroy'..
kena vandalised..
den run up n down..
finally settled bt dunno who did it..

y..
frenz..
love..
how..
it cant balance at all..
after seeing HIS blog..
i feel..
very..
nt happy..
nt angry..
nt sad..
nt wadeva..
bt da feeling aint gud at all..
y..
u said u dun lik her anymore..
u said u lik another person..
now u're saying dat u lik bek dis person..
i rly speechless..
i noe i dun hav da chance anymore..
bt..
i dunno wad to say..
i rly wanna..
dunno wad..
argh!!
frustrated..
y muz i suffer from dis..
y muz we coincidentally lik da same person..
u think i wun be jealous abt it??
all on a sudden..
u go find her..
u think i wun jealous??
she wan find teac..
den u oso wan follow..
u think i like it??
it rly hurts..
y..
y can i still act my smile..
muz i be so fake..
y cant i jux express out my feeling??
y shud i be so stupid..
i rly cant stand it..
standing behind u guys..
seeing wad u guys do..
u think i rly feel ntg??
perhaps i can jux smile..
u!!
look on d bright side..
u still hav a BFF supporting u..
appreciate it!!
me??
everything seems different when u r nt at da same primry skul..
im oways lik an outsider..
most ppl find me only bcuz dey cant find deir real fren..
so find me as substitute..
nvm..
everything will be over in 2 years time..
it may be long bt i muz stand it..

instincts tell me love will come over frenship agn..
AGN!!
u will hate me once agn..
jux w8 n c..

lastly..
dere's 1 fren who rly made me touched..
2day at class..
suddenly u came in n say wan find me when teac is teaching..
go out lo..
wow..
u gav me a bottle of eyedrop..
it rly means a lot..
compare to others..
u rly r a caring fren..
im rly rly touched..
nvr rly expect anything..
my own frenz..
nt even asking how m i..
bt u..
purposely giv me 1..
even though doc oredi gav me medicine..
n i cant use urs..
bt im rly rly touched of wad u did..
THANK YOU Leong Shu Nee!!
Friends Forever~~