Failure..

Once again I'm a failure..

2day we hv merentas desa activity..
da prefects sold pizza..
i helped bt i dunno wad i did..
conclusion.. stand dere n pose only..

bt c all of dem kinda bz...
haiz.. ntg much to decribe about it..
den finiz school..
still ntg much special happened..
congratz yantong(2nd place) n 'sailou'(4th place)..
den after skul go for organ lesson..
ntg special..
jux tired..

den go for tuition lo after lesson..
omg..
stuck in trafic..
goin to be late..
haiz..
den 3.30 le..
haven reach..
den my phone vibrate..
wow..
tot my 'frenz' ask abt me..
bt no..
is my sailou dt ask abt me..
nvm..
nt important..

den reach le..
late bout 5-10 minutes..
nt too late la..
teac haven start teaching yet..
sit dere lo with my 'frenz'..
wad rly frustrates me is..
my present is no difference with my absent..
sitting dere means ntg at all..
is lik sitting alone..
nvr even ask y im late(since im usually early)..
din even bother..
fine..
when i finally gt a chance to go sit v my sailou..
haha..
nice..
feel much happier..
n most importantly..
i can see da board clearer..
nice~
bt it still bugs me..
is lik i rly mean ntg to dem anymore..
wadeva..
i noe who r da 1 who rly appreciate me..
who r not..

im such a failure..
i can nvr success in friendship..
ever since during primry skul..
all cuz of my high sensitivity..
i gt sensitive abt everything..
too sensitive..
bt i cant change it..
is me..
bt i tried to hide it..
so dat it won be dat bad..
i noe da problem is caused by me..
all bcuz im sensitive..
y go n bother so much..
bother this bother that..
end up??
hating dis hating dat..
self feeling frustrated..
stupid me..
for all im facing..
i can blame no1..
all i can blame is myself..
i deserve no1 to care..
i deserve nothing..

!!!MJ!!!

U R SUCH A FAILURE!!!

SUCH STUPID!!!

!!!!I HATE U!!!!