why...

Love is in the air..
more n more couples in da school..
perhaps Cupid's arrow shot many ppl..
bt me..><

for no reason..
i jux cant giv up..
i cant stop loving u..
im jealous when i u with other guys..
rly...
bt i can ntg bout it..
u r only my fren..
i dun hav da right to ask u to leave dem..
i dun hav da right to be sad or angry about it..
im nt ur who..
i cant do anything..
i can jux think of other things to distract me from u..
y..
y is it so hard..
knowing dat he stil likes u make me more...
indescribable..
all i wan is jux an easy matter..
bt it seems so hard..
y..
i dun hav da looks..
i dun hav da things u r looking for..
perhaps..
perhaps wad i hav is wad u wanted laz time..
nt now..

wad can i do..
wad can i do to make me less obsess about it..
isit time to giv up?
bt whenever i say dat..
a thought jux come to me..
saying 'u gotta chance'..
dis encouragement is too harsh..
is making more..
ARGH~
i dunnno how..
can any1 tell me..