That Was Embarassing..

I cant stand it..
it jux came out on its own..
i cant stop it..
smthin bad muz happen when im starting to be happy..

my day starts at 6:15..
as usual..
go school..
bla bla bla..
pj period..
haiz..
hav to w8 for dem to finish playing..
only can play..
suan le..
i dun wan 2 comment bout dis..

den b4 recess..
annie was shouting angrily..
from wad i heard sum ppl say..
"DRAMA"
rly let da teac zd..
btw..
annie,
if u think u r innocent..
dun bother dem..
since dey dun trust u..
den fine~
anyway..
is nt my business..
dun wanna be so bzbody..
happy oways~

den when prefect's turn to recess..
walk down with dem..
bt when i wanna talk..
nobody listens..
dey continue with deir topic..
den i stopped walking..
bt dey din bother..
fine..
i noe when dey hav each other..
im nt important to dem anymore..
dun wanna make myself look lik a fool..
fine..
i go back up..
bt from wad i expected..
nobody cares..
except for yan tong..
at least she asked abt me..=]
...
frenz..
dis r frenz..
i cant do much..
i cant force ppl to talk to me..
i cant force ppl to like me..
so no choice..
be alone lo..

den during recess..
saw physics teac..
YES!!
since i lost my ticker tape..
i told teac da truth..
since she's kind..
she 4gav..
so happy..
no nid die le..
haha..
jux when im happy..
sumthin bring me down..

after duty..
went back to class..
den only i rmb dat pn nora asked us to go to da library..
den quickly i shouted to da class 2 go down..
bt nobody listened..
fine..
went down myself..
den when found teac..
teac started scolding dose who came down 1st..
even though wengkeat n yoke han went earlier..
im consider late..
bt i did my bez..
den teac started shouting..
scolding us..
i rly feel bad..
no..
im nt blaming on da teac..
is normal for her to scold..
is logic for her to be angry..
i dunno who m i blaming..
i jux feel nt appreciated..
for wad i've given..
frenz..
teachers..
nobody seems to care..
den when teac let us sit after scolding..
i lay down..
den till teac went..
i lay down agn..
feeling bad..
den see tho started asking me nt to be sad..
den all dose words make me cried..
==
dat was embarassing..
is all her fault!!
kidding..XD
i noe dose r words of encouraging..
bt dose words made me cry..
bt i noe she cared abt me..
so stil gonna say thx..

i cry nt bcuz of teac scold me..
2 be exact is us nt me..
maybe a lil..
bt i dun hav mood already since recess..
so accumulate..
end up cant tahan..
dis time kinda serious..
cry till cant stop..
many ppl in class noe dy..
(still embarassing)==
bt jux cant control..
i tried my bez to please every1..
bt no..
everyone seems nt to care..
wad i given is nt appreciated..
dat rly hurts..

bt after skul..
feel better..
went for rumah sukan..
omg..
200m..
only 1 step to get da marks for da house..
1 more step den da teac blew da whistle..
haiz..
fate..
den after dat walk bek skul..
rly tired..
den during tuition(physics)..
rly slept for a while..
sry teac..
nt i dun wan concentrate..
bt im rly tired..


jux hope i can live better..
get appreciated..

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