25th day of waiting..

25th day of waiting..Wed
early in da morning..
go canteen stand..
den w8 perhimpunan..
den gt pengumuman..
practise 1st..
den teac ask me..
he read or i read..
i say..
anything oso can..
den he said he read la..
^^

den kinda many things happened..
all i saw is irresponsibility..
dun mention bout it..
bt nid thx yik shen oso..
bt i saw sumthin dat im quite satisfy with..

den start class jor..
din go up..
went all form 3 classes to giv da notice..
nt enuf..==
den finiz pm din go in class..

~skip~

class kinda bored~
BC class cancelled agn..
3 week..
without Bc lesson..
den after laz class..
rained..
heavier n heavier..

i rly enjoyed walking with u..
alone..
jux the two of us..
i rly enjoyed it..
i enjoy da times when i managed to touch ur hand..
even we r jux playing..
bt..
i rly enjoy d moment..
i wanna be with u..

bt..
whenever i see him..
i'll feel frustrated..
don he hav his own life??
keep on coming 2 disturb u..
u wan disturb oso suan la..
dunno how respect teacher a??
teacher in front dere..
u jux came in without knocking..
who u think u r??!!
live ur own life la..
argh!!
i rly feel moody instantly when i c u disturbing her..
rly rly dun lik it..
im too easy to gt jealous..

friends!!!
argh!!
is it my DUTY to help u guys take da notes when u guys went 2 da camp without me?
is it???
i helped u guys is bcuz we r 'friends'..
bt i dun think dat's wad u think..
i help u guys take is a must..
i dun hope for anything..
jux word..
THANKS~
is enuf..
bt no!!
nt even 1 of u said dat..

urgh!!
den??
ever since form 1 n form 2..
i was in da pingpong club..
bt laz year followed u guys went bola tampar..
den dis year..
went ping pong...
din even reserve a place for me..
went dere tell me full dy..
den i saw all my so called frenz dere..
WTF??!!
den i join other group of frenz..
den did u guys invite me to any of ur games??
no~

dun mention to me wad best buddies anymore..
2 u guys..
im nt 1 of u guys..
u guys r best buddies..
IM NOT!!!
till now..
nt one of u guys ever come n ask me y i lock my blog..
fren enuf??
din bother at all..
if dis is wad u wan..
den dis is wad u gt..
i rly stopped talking v u guys anymore..
if i talk oso a lil..
i wun be talking lik i used to be..

n u!!
i saw lots n lots of ugly pics of urs..
u din scold dem!!
bt u came n scold me when i posted 1 pic of u..
dat was jux a natural pic of u..
do u havv to scold me lik i killed ur whole family??
wad wad wad respect..
if i dun treat u as a fren..
i wun even wanna post or keep dat pic..
dat was jux 1 naturl pic of u..
u say ugly!!
fine ugly ppl normal pic oso ugly de la..
den y u keep saying self lengzai..
ur skin soooo thick..
dun noe wad us MALU at all..
use ur brain think la..
i jux post it n u scold me lik hell..
other ppl??
dey post..
bt u din scold..
say wad respect wad shit!
u go tell them la!
ish!!
if dis da way u treat ur 'friends'..
den i rather dun be ur fren..
no benefits..
u bring me ntg bt misery!!

struggling between love n hate..
i rly hate it bcuz u oso did wad dey do..
bt..
when i look at u..
i jux cant hate u anymore..
in fact..
i cant stop loving u..
how??!!!

say wd wad wad relationship all lie!!
nid ur help den only find u!!
no nid den dun even choi..
from laz time oso..
im nt s important as dem..
u nvr found me.
tell me ur problems..
i find u u oso lik dun wn bother me..
say dis say dat..
all is a lie!!

i rly had enuf of u guys!!
if dis is da way im treated..
it will be da same for u..
at most..
i live alone..
nvm..
i still hav my bro n sis..

ARGH!!!
feeling much better after typing everything out!!
indeed is a gud choice to lock my blog..
even though no1 can c it..
bt at least i can feel better!