39th day of waiting

39th day of waiting..Wed
2day woke up..
OMG!!
blackout!
no electricity..
how bath??
suan lo..
jux brushed my teeth n deal v my hair..
omg..
my eyes can barely open..
den went to skul..
tired..
den 2day my turn to gt up on stage..
2day very complicated..
cuz..
rained..
den 2day..
many teac came down n den many pengumuman..
den im quite satisfy for my performance..
even though gt something sounds weird..

chemistry we do titration de experiment.
due to material problem..
every1 failed..
bt dey used 2 mol of hydrochloric acid..
very successful..
bt i din c dou..
den my hand dunno y itch..
i think is cuz i kena dat 0.1 mol de..
bt not so serious la..

den..
recess..
talk to weii..
"jiu ..."
haha..
weii lik to start sentence v dat word..

den bio teac cant teach cuz too bright..
da projector cant be seen..
so jux copy da pre-report..

den bek hse..
saw sailou den walk together lo..
walk till~
gate den separated..
den follow sy^^
haiz..
her bag spoil jor..
TT
den..
bek home..
alone..
chattin v mama..
suddenly..
omg..
mouth lik full of phlegm..
ran to da toilet..
vomited a lil..
den ntg much..
sleep..
den woke up..
had dinner..
my favourite kangkung!!
den bla bla bla..
feel lik vomiting agn..
den mom ask me eat apple..
den finiz jor..
a while later..
ran to toilet..
vomited apple..
finiz jor..
still nt well..
den chat v sailou..
chat chat xia..
omg..
dis is a big 1..
ran agn..
den dis time..
my dinner out jor..
rice all vomited out..
OMG!!
den feel better jor..

den..
nid prepare for my chinese oral..
cant rly memorize..
n is tomolo..
bt im nt going..
going to consult a doctor..

im still feeling very angry..
say wad..
"i wun interrupt u guys..
i will leave.."
den i told u u dun hav to do dat..
den u said u made ur decision..
u will do it..
so i tot u rly did it..
den WRONG!!
u still kept bothering him!
until he gt angry..
still wan other ppl to help u..
say wad..
oral 2molo..
bt no mood prepare..
wtf??
only u gt oral..
only u no mood??
i oso gt oral la!
n u're making me no mood..
den how??
ish~!
dis is all jux wad i feel..

now i dunno wanna be a gud person??
to say gud things abt him..
or be a bad person??
to say bad things abt him..
even though i rly dun lik it..
bt it will be ur choice to decide..
for me..
as long u happy..
den i will jux try to tolerate..

i hav no right to say anything abt it..
bt i rly hate ur attitude..
saying this bt doing different things!!
wher's ur credibility??
i wun trust u!!
dont try to sweet talk me..
i aint gonna bliv ur words anymore..
i once pity u..
bt..
u jux took it to another level!!
omg..
y m i saying so much??
jux leave it la!
live happily~!
with da frenz n 'siblings' who cares abt me..

n dunno y..
suddenly im havin a feel dat..
im acting lik ur bf..
everyday jux wanna acc. u..
protect u..
bt m i being over??
im afraid u will gt annoyed n leave me..
rly hope i can b with u..
bt in ur heart..
u still hav em..
i cnt force u to lik me..
bt i'll try..
my best..
to..
...

last bt not least!!
happy birthday bro!!
haha..
1st time using fb msg to wish u..
weird le..
under 1 roof bt still nid fb~
still wan sms tim~
haha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
is an honour to be ur brother~!
(even though i gt compared v u sumtimes xD)