Saturday, July 31, 2010

49th day of waiting

49th day of waiting..Sat
2day is Sb's carnival..
early in da morning..
nid thx weii to call me..
after morning call..
went to bath..
den i heard gt call..
cant bliv my dad go answer..
thx sailou for da morning call..
bt sry din answer dou..
(let my dad answer jor)

den go to skul..
nt rly in mood..
jux help out whenever possible..

den when dealing with da ice..
da whole thing hit on my finger..
hurts..
until now..
very painful..

den jux go take attendance since i cant help much..
den saw sailou..
chat chat xia...
den dunno do wad..
jux walk around..
acting lik very bz..
actually im very bored..
helped with deco..

den everything started..
den take attendance..

ntg much..
whole day can say is in charge of da attendance only..
ntg much..
since im useless in doing other things..
den took some pics..
wood wood de yauz

happy de sailou~
lengzai oo~
our 1st pic 2geda..
i dun rly lik it..
cuz sumthin is wrong v my hair..
bt no take dou 2nd..
TT

no take dou v her..
cuz 2day din rly take much pic..

den jux continue do wad i was doing..
bored..
alone for lik hours..
nobody is dere to acc me..
i dun think dey even care..
so jux alone..
walking around..
around 1..
i saw yongwai..
bt he din go tugas..
he went to play games..
i was up dere..
i shouted his name..
bt he din hear it..
fine..
den i kept standing at my spot..
alone..
wonderin who would care..
so i stood dere for lik an hour..
nobody asked me wher'd ive been..

so jux went down..
nobody cared..
den i noe i lost my puncher..
find here n dere..
cant find..
dis made me sadder..
until i wanna cry..
bt i jux stay strong..
den sat dere for a few minutes..
alone..
thinking..

den suddenly..
da thought of walking home reached my mind..
so called my dad..
n decided to walk home..
still..
nobody cared..
on da way..
i thought of many things..
i feel lik running away from home..
i felt lik doing many things..
which i noe it would make my parents sad..

standing between da roads..
dere's a kind of feeling..
weird feeling..
makes me feel.
ALONE..


i was NAIVE..
i thought dat dey wud bother y i wasnt around..
i thought dey wud care..
bt..
no1 did..
no1 cared..
no1 knew..
NO1..
NOT A SINGLE PERSON!!

den upon reaching home..
dad's car pass by..
so went bek..
din go tuition..
dun hav da mood..

i hav many problems..
bt is better to keep in my heart..
bt i noe..
dey can live with or without me..
no1 will be sad even im nt around..
my appearance is ntg..

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