46th day of waiting

46th day of waiting..Wed
2day..
went to school early..
slept behind in the bilik agn..
den woke up..
half awake half asleep..
memorize for my oral test..
dunno wad i read..
my brain is very tired..
den start duty n all dat..

den went bek to class..
chemistry do project agn..
dis time dunno doing wad..
jux keep using sodium hydroxide..
den da 1.0 mol de..
very slippery xia..
bt hor put jor on hand la..
a while later..
da hands will feel weird..
a lil itchy n pain..
bt very yeng is..
when put sodium hydroxide salt in water..
da water turns hot..
yeng ei..
wonder how..
da whole beaker hot hot de..
MUZ TRY!!

den..
ntg much..
recess..
reach jor puberty..
keep wan eat..
usually i dun eat de.
bt dunno y 2day keep eating..
nearly til rm3..
bt dun wan..
so i used rm2..
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den recess..
din rly do much..
wrote a note..
put on his table..
wu liao le~~
n yes..
im da 'lame' guy..
bt y u no ask me de??
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den bi prepare for drama..
hilarious..

den bio..
finish da report..
cuz too bright..
P&P cant continue..

after skul stay bek for moral drama prac.
bt it was such a failure..
everything is bad..
WORSE..
WORST!!!
den stil gt ppl dun wan giv cooperation..
suan!!
wan angry den leave!
dun k bout u so much..
bt others..
rly thx for staying bek..
at least we managed to finiz a lil..
rly sh!t...

den bek home..
ntg jor..
jux as usual..
bt very fan..
many prob..
1st..
i rly dunno..
how in the hell r we gonna gt a ice kacang machine??
in such lil time??
if u giv me 2 months..
i oso cnt find 1..
now only 2 days..
how find??!!!
n cuz of dat..
every1 gt annoyed..
rly F de..
whose idea in da 1st place is to make dat thing??
think of the odds!!
now rly happen..
wad to do??

argh~!
fan dat oredi enuf..
den now gt many many projects..
2molo..
nid 2 do english drama..
luckily dun rly nid to do much..
jux make an ok performance..
den..
2molo still gt chinese oral..
argh!!
i rly no mood 2 memorize..
dunno how rmb all dose shit..
very fan..
how rmb??
argh!!

den moral drama on next week..
how??
prepare dis n dat..
bt all gt prob..
den d teac keep wan gud things..
how oo..

now i rly fan..
abt many things..
i still haven gt ur answer..
still gt how long??
bt lately i noe all of us very fan..
so maybe after all dese things??
rly hope..

haiz..
sailou oso facing own probs..
i noe u cant acc me..
cuz u r oso nt in gud mood..
bt..
think positively!!
abt ur "bez fren"..
all i can say is..
dun bother him!!
if u rly think u din do anything wrong..
n he wanna blame u..
so jux let it be..
dis kind of fren..
gt or not oso useless!!
dey will only make u sad..
dey wun be happy for u..
so wad for havin dis kind of fren!!
(suddenly a lil gek dong.. u shud noe y)
abt her..
i rly dunno how say..
cuz i rly dunno wad is she thinking..
is better for u to noe da truth..
maybe it hurts..
maybe it doesn't..
bt..
is a gud thing to noe da truth..
even if it hurts..
at least..
u can gt over it..
even though it may take some time..
bt at least u will be happier rite??

no matter wad..
when u're sad..
u can always find me..
i will try my best..
to cheer u up..
2 listen to u..
d important thing is..
u hav to trust me for dat..

jux hope dat everything will end soon..
carnival
oral
dramas
exams
organ exam
pelantikan

i wanna be free!!
i wanna be happy!!
i wanna be be with u!!!