37th day of waiting

37th day of waiting.. Mon
2day~
went to skul..
anxiously..
cuz i was told to be in charge of da assembly..
den prepare..
feel lik vomiting agn..

den lucky for me..
principal din come..
den teac say himself..
so dun nid prepare jor..
so jux baca ikrar..

so lucky..
so happy^^

chem..
da acid n base rly made me interested agn..
bt kinda complicated..

add math..
do radian..
omg..
4gt jor..
TT

den sivik ntg jor..
bm oso..
bt i saw sumthing!!
rly omg..
i tot i saw wrongly..
her hand is on his leg..
den i saw his hand is holding her hand..
omg..
den brain shocked jor..
den interpret a while..
ask sy dem c..
all oso..
lik shocked..
cant bliv..
dat time damn funny..

den bek home..
followed her..
walked v her..
im happy enuf..

den bek home..
eat..
watch tv..
chat v sailou..
chat until..
no sleep..
no nap..
den nid tuition for 4 hours..
nvm la..
even though tired..
bt..
at least can feel happier..

den tuition..
a lil happy thing happened agn..
i finally dare 2 sit v her..
even though din rly chat much..

2day is rly a happy day for me..
nt sad at all..
until...

bek home..
eating full of appetite..
den eat eat xia..
saw sumthing..
knew sumthing..
dat particular moment!!
i nearly vomited..
den no appetite anymore..
i rly hate it!!
bt most of all..
I HATE MYSELF!!


im nt a gud fren..

im nt a gud prefect!!

im nt a gud bro at all..


I HATE MYSELF!!

sry ppl..
other than that..
i dunno wad to say anymore..
jux sry...