57th day of waiting

57th day of waiting..sun
2day bored..
morning woke up..
den go tuition..
for no reason..
our gang so coincidentally wore white shirts..

den mark rly made us laugh..
"AGE GAP"..

den bek home..
ntg much..
jux feeling frustrated..
wondering shud i transfer skul??
next year??
everything is forcing me to leave..
ntg is making me feel lik staying..

i noe..
even if i leave..
it brings no difference to others.
dey will still be very happy..
without me..

i rly hate it here..
bt now is too late..
i've rly regretted y din i go laz year..
y..
now everything is too late..
i muz stand all dese things for a whole year..
even if i wanna leave..
i bet no1 will even ask me to stay..

thinking of u jux make me feel worse..
y..
all sorts of WHYs r in my head..

一厢情愿的人最辛苦··
在朋友当中··
我一厢情愿以为你们会把我当最好的朋友··
在爱情当中··
我一厢情愿地爱你··
你却依然喜欢他··

我这人很失败··
我已经想尽办法··
讨人欢心··
希望你们会把我当一个知己··

但··
我错了··

我曾经以为我自己很厉害··
自以为是··
其实··
我连蚂蚁都不如··

庄鸣裕!!

你真的很失败!!