63rd dy of waiting

63rd day of waiting..Sat
2day..
woke up..
force myself to go wushu..
den dere..
saw chinese society things..
den practice..
very very tired..
my heart pumping lik wanna drop..
i rly dunno abt my health condition..
sumhow everytime i will oso feel dis way..
isit my heart's prob??
or..?

den bek home..
eat pizza n KFC..
den notice bottle lost!!
shit..
went bek to skul agn n search for it..
luckily search dou..
den went organ..
ntg much..

den go tuition..
ntg much oso..
2day's theme is BLUE~
3 of us oso wear blue colour T..
ntg much..
kinda hav sum jealousy over dere..

den jux continue my day..
went out..
dinner..
bek home..
on9..
den mahjong..
bt 2day..
sumthin extraordinary happened!!
sum1 asked me to be her boyfriend!!
OMG!!
dis is da 1st time i heard abt it..
n da prob is..
i dunno her..
she dun rly noe me..
how??!!
n her english kinda poor..
so i cant rly communicate well..
since i dun rly lik chattin in chinese..

yes..
i rly want a gf..
bt m i dis desperate??
in my heart..
i only hav PsyCho..
so i reject it..
bt i rly feel lik noe-ing..
wad will u feel..
if i accept her??
will u feel happy??
or sad??

perhaps u n i r jux nt meant for each other..
PsyCho shud nvr been born..
i shud hav nvr love u..
bt da truth is..
I DO...