69th day of waiting

69th day of waiting..Fri
2day..
jux as usual..
perhimpunan seems awkwardly noisy 2day..
wanted to ask waihong to shout..
since dun hav da mood to shout..
isit lucky or wad??
when he wan shout den every1 quiet..
end up no shout..
den bek class..
addmath..
teac late came in..
den do do do..
nt easy oo..
bt i still noe how do..
den end up..
5 minute lagi..
laz 2nd question!!!
rush..
den laz question..
still nid time think..
den do do xia.
end jor..
argh!!!
haven finish!!
my method is correct!!!
only my negative gt prob..
so i cant find da answer!!
argh!!!
if i gt more time..
argh~!!!
dat time rly no mood..
din choi any1..
jux sit alone..
'sleep'..
i cant bliv..
my tears rly fell..
dat time..
i rly dunno y..
i cant bliv..
i nvr cried for exam..
bt dis time..
i cried..
nt bcuz i cant finiz all..
bcuz im nt satisfy!!
i noe how 2 do it!!
bt i dun hav enuf time to do it!
den i lose to u cuz i dun hav enuf time!!
so wad if i noe i can do it..
bt nobody noes..
every1 will only think he is da best..
every1 will soon worship him..
n da most important is..
she will only find him..
once agn..
i've lost to u..

whole day no mood..
at class keep sleep..
den recess..
went toilet..
den came up.
stood dere n watch basketball..
den watch till..
deir frenz came n say..
ask dem come up jor..
start exam jor..
den in my mind..
wher r my frenz??
deir frenz came n inform dem..
bt mine??
dunno..

after doing sivik..
sleep agn..
wake up..
oredi pass up paper jor..
zd..

den 30 min jux wasted lik dat..
once agn..
i saw dem together..
i rly feel..
urgh~!!!

den finiz school..
slowly..
i walked out of skul..
den jux go home..
nt much..
jux nt rly in mood..
den tuition..
do trigonometry n circle..
luv it..
den started to talk to Hsien only..
very funny la v him around..

den bek home..
jux..
feel..
alone..
tired of everything..
once agn..
i've failed..

perhaps da failure shud jux leave n nvr interrupt dem..
perhaps..
we r nt meant to be together..
perhaps..
im meant to be alone..
hope 2molo de kursus can cheer me up..
bt i've decided to nt go da steamboat..
i noe i wun be happy dere..
so better dun affect deir mood..

for those who cared abt me 2day..
sry i gav u guys a cold shoulder..
dat time i was rly moody..
n i rly wan thx u guys..
for caring me..
thx...