58th & 59th day of waiting

58th day of waiting..mon
2day..
sook fen in charge perhimpunan..
bt i helped bside..
nt much of a help..
bt acc.ed..
quite a success..
bt da stupid idea..
caused sum ppl nearly faint..
ish~!
banyak masalah la!!

den jux went to chem lab..
do experiment agn..
after mixing 2 solution..
(4gt wad was it)
da whole solution..
suddenly changed into yellow precipitate..
yeng lo!
in the blink of an eye only..
den play v it..
nice~
end up whole hand yellow yellow~

den add math..
haiz..
din attend laz friday..
dun rly noe how to do..
den hor..
suan..
self find out how do using other books..
since no1 can help me..
no1 is free to help..
den find out self..
end up..
success jor!!
haha

den recess..
den sivik..
jux do things..
den BM ntg jor..

after skul nid stay bek..
do da drama..
for pn. chelvi..
hehez..
i gt praised..
xD
bt very fun dat time..
cuz every1 still kiddin kiddin de..
kinda happy..

den..
bek home..
tired..
slept..
den woke up..
tuition..
bored~

den bek home..
sad..
cuz dad told me my phone bill..
argh..
100++
damn..
count sms only..
to non-maxis..
oredi 67++
add up all da calls n things..
100..
damn..
dunno how i use..
rly sh!t de..
now cannot sms jor..
dose were da happy times..
wher i can say out all my behsong things..
to my sailou thru sms..
bt now..
nid to stop..
argh!!
seilo!!
now i can only keep dose frustrations to myself..
very hurt de lo!!!
T.T

59th day of waiting..Tue
morning..
in bilik pengawas..
sang bday song for kailin..
den dunno who gav him da condom box..
rly OMG..
bt damn funny..
jux went to be in charge of da assembly..
haiz..
my luck..
everytime i in charge da mic oso gt prob..
den go up stage..
haha..
tepukan SB~
1st time..
trying to improve myself..

den bm no teac..
keep going out..
wan find teac..
bt cant..

den BC no teac agn..

den Sj..
went down dewan..
do da persembahan..
i forced myself to be serious..
at least i managed to do it..

~~~~~~
haiz..
sailou passed by..
bt everytime shy shy de!!
den keep wan leave..
TT
make me feel lik a failure..
TT
~~~~~~

den recess..
den moral..
haiz..
whole class..
nearly every1 fell down..
cuz every1 very sleepy for no reason..
me myself nearly slept..
den bla bla bla..

den physics..
teac wanted to c me..
cuz i did nt attend laz friday..
den ask me go find pn lee take letter..
den went jor..
take jor..
bek jor..
teac oso speechless jor..
luckily din gt scolded..
den..
do experiment..
abt light de..

den..
after skul at 1st say wan stay bek..
bt end up say dun wan..
dey say all lo..
say dis den dis..
dat den dat..
ish~!

den bek home..
my add math..
rly funny..
dunno nid how long to finiz 1 Q..
hate differentiation..
totally 4gt how jor..
nid start agn..

den tuition..

argh..
it reminds me of..
how gud he is..
n how i compare oso cant be as gud as him..
da way he treats her..
da way he do his hw..
im rly ntg compared to u..

im rly rly rly tired of everything..

rite now..
im rly afraid..
im afraid im being annoying agn..
cuz everytime keep finding sailou..
den lik keep bothering him..
lik annoying him..
argh..
rly scare he will feel..
TT

i rly dunno wad to do in my life..
i rly hav communication prob..
v every1..

mental depression??
once agn im having suicidal thoughts..
y??!!