71st, 72nd day of waiting

71st day of waiting..Sun
woke up a lil late..
i dreamnt of sumthin bad..
n oso sumthing gud..
ok..
in my bad dream..
"HE" sumhow managed to make sailou dun wan choi me anymore..
==
ish..
da 2nd dream is..
i sumhow sat bside her..
n held her hand for no reason..
bt she din reject..
bt she held my hand tighter!!
dat was rly lik in paradise..
bt after waking up..
i kinda miss it..
bt lucky dat da 1st dream aint true..

den wake up n prepare..
finiz breakfast..
den go tuition..
2day de room smells rather weird 2day..
dunno wad kind of smell..
den sy din come...
den after dat dream..
whenever i thought of her..
i will feel sad..
y shud i let u go at da 1st place..

den after tuition..
went to rawang for dinner..
den had my haircut..

den ntg much..
I RLY WANNA SMS!!!
bt my bro checked my phone..
dis month payment 80.91!!!
omg!!!
so faz de..
rly hate de..
bt i nid to stop myself from sms-ing too much..
rly hate de!!

72nd day of waiting..Mon
morning..
went to skul..
den go prepare for assembly..
form 3 go bek class for exam 1st..
den..
prepared everything..
luckily everything went well..
den chemistry..
took my paper..
73 only..
actually 67 de..
bt teac calc wrong n i added 1 mark..
so 73..
he 83!!
y..
dis i lose agn..
dat i will lose..
argh!!

den addmath haven finiz..
recess..
after recess..
din go bek class..
go for interview..
den when she asked all da questions..
i start to feel dat..
i dun hav da qualification..
my studies is worse den his..
my achievement is less than his..
after dat interview..
i dun rly hav mood..
cuz i noe..
dis time he will sure be chosen..
im ntg...

den bek home.
asked my dad abt my mom's case..
luckily ntg wrong..
non of da sides r wrong..
den so coincidence da chief's wife..
is a clerk in my mom's school..
haha..

everytime..
when every1 think dat de thing belongs to me..
or i will gt it..
den end up..
he is da 1 who's gonna gt it..
i rmb laz time..
every1 thought dat me n she wud be together..
bt end up..
she nvr accepted me..
however..
she accepted him..

rite now..
many ppl thinks dat im gonna be da next head..
even though da answer haven come out yet..
bt i can predict da answer..

everything is jux a dream..

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