73rd day of waiting

73rd day of waiting..Tue
early to skul..
slept..
den suddenly think 2molo im nt going..
so decided to go up stage..

den ntg much..
went bek class..
sat alone..
den 'sleep'..
den jux went out n stroll along..
a.k.a. ponteng..

den bek jor..
slept..
den BC..
den Sj..
during SJ..
group 2 gt performance..
very funny xia..
cuz haven fully prepared..
so kinda chaotic..
bt very funny..

den recess..
den bek class..
moral teac din come..
wonder y..
den once agn..
alone..
sat dere..
bt thx lekkhong n yihui 2 come acc me..
chatted n played a lil..
dat yihui...
kept taking off his pants..
showing his fur..
==

den went physics..
learn how to do paper 3..
den teac din let us go bek ASAP..
wan answer a stupid Q..

den bek home..

whole day rly no mood..
when i c u guys..
i rly lost everything..
no mood at all..

im nt blaming any1..
im blaming myself..
for being such a failure..

y cant i jux at least success in anything..
all dese problems has made me..
urgh..
no mood to practice for 2molo's exam..
i rly hope i can gt da 24 hours..
2 be ur bf..
for at least 24 hours..
cuz i rly nid dat mood..
i hav no mood to prac..
i prac for times bt keep playing it wrongly..
bt y..
y cant u giv me a chance??
nt even once??

sumhow..
i dunno wad i wan..
rly thx 2 dose who cares abt me..
dose who rly rly rly care..
i noe who..
rly thx..

bt seriously..
dese few days..
i wun rly hav da mood..
bt thx for caring..