60th day of waiting

60th day of waiting..Wed
2day..
woke up..
say my phone..
da time was X:24..
OMG!!
y no1 woke me up..
went out..
saw my bro..
wondering y he nid wake so early..
den i was still in sleepy mood..
he asked me..
y wake up so early..
3 sumthin only wo..
wad??!!
i went bek in room..
saw my phone agn..
omg..
3.20++ only..
ish..
went bek to sleep..
damn tired dat time..
den woke up around 6..
prepared n went to skul rather earlier..
cuz i prepared faster 2day..
den reach dere..
intend finiz bi..
end up notice moral din do..
den quickly do..
many 4B-ians oso rushing PM..
haha..
cuz 1st period is moral..
den sook fen in charge assembly..
she went out 1st..
den i nid to giv pengumuman to all da prefects..
haiz..
when it comes to public speaking..
my brain jux cant stimulate well..
all my language was weird..
n doesn't make sense..
ish..

den ntg much..
sailou incharge kosa kata 2day..
bt take da card only..
no say..
quite cute xia..
lik shy shy lik dat..
actually ntg to be malu of..
dey only focus on da board..
nt u..
so is ntg..
too bad i cant help..
if i do..
mrs lee sure scold me..
y do all dis things..@@

den jux as usual..
bullying yauz~

bek class..
nt much..
skip~

recess..
talked v jie n pian..
~~~~~~~~~~
after recess..
bi..
talked to them agn cuz teac haven come in..
plus..
sumthin happened..
do u think i cant do dat thing dat u did??
i respected u n i cared a bt ur feelings..
dats y i din go in front even i've finish my work..
bt u??
when u finish..
den u jux go in front..
left me behind..
den chat v da gal i lik..
hav u cared abt my feeling??
u think i cant do dat??
n everytime when im with her laz time..
y were u jealous??
u hav ur own gf..
n im jux with da girl i lik..
u jealous wad??!
pls..
stop doing this..
b4 im getting angrier agn..

den bi..
since ive prepared..
so i slept..
w8 till teac wan discuss..

den bio..
teac say we do our own things..
cuz we too 'wild'..
den at 1st..
we ask teac bout da exam format..
den teac ask me to rite.
while she say..
den i pergi conteng..
haha..
"VERY HARD!"
"GOOD LUCK"

haha..
wuliao~
den after going toilet..
dunno y eyes suddenly pain..
i can barely open it..
itchy n pain..
a while later..
ntg much..

den time flies..
school ended..
bt has to stay bek for da performance..
den jux practice..
gonna perform on next monday..
haiz..
gt 1 scene is i bathing..
teac ask me to change into a white t-shirt n a short pants..
den use da towel wrap around waist..
omg..
'sexy' betul..
in front of so many ppl..
omg..
tak tau how..
T.T
2molo discuss agn..

den bek home..
ntg much..
napped for quite some time..
den while in my nap..
i dreamnt of sumthin..
sumthin which im afraid will happen..

1st..
im afraid dat dey will be together agn..
2nd..
im afraid dat da 'friends' dat i rly care abt dun wan to bother me anymore..
thinking dat im very annoying..

i'm rly afraid dis will happen once more..
bt wad can i do??
i dun wanna stand dat kind of torture anymore..
it rly hurts..
A LOT!!

den i dunno how now..
seriously..
m i being annoying??
disturbing??
im afraid i m in u guys heart..
pls tell me da truth..
pls..
i'll try to stop if it is..

lastly..
happy bday..
to PHUNG SWEA YAN!!
haiz..
may nt be da 1st to wish..
hope dat u will gt da merriest day of all~
may all ur wishes come true..
at 1st thought of wanna call u anot..
bt 2molo skul day..
scared u sleep jor..
so jux sms u a msg..

den u replied..
haha..
decide agn..
wanna call?
den end up..
u called me..
oh!!
haha..
den rly sang..
haha..
weird..
bt funny^^

den chat a while..
for 13 min..
^^

rly rly happy..