66th day of waiting

66th day of waiting..Tue
2day..
early in da morning..
stomachache..
went to skul later..

reach jor..
heard dis sat gt kursus..
den go in front stage..
prepare..
den go up stage..
dis time better.
bt still afraid..
Mrs. Lee said my voice has to be firmer..
den she said da prob is im nt confident enuf..
i kept underestimating myself..
for me..
dis is true..
bt i rly think i cant do it..
bt dere's a question in my heart..
how teac noe so much??
wad does she noe abt??
im rly curious...
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den go bek class..
trying my best to cover up everythin i din do..
bt no time..
my sj bab 6 totally dun und..
ARGH~!
dunno wad i read laz nite..
rly wasted all my time..

den exam..
luckily gt hudaibiyah..
at least noe a lil..
bt nt enuf time..
haiz..
gt some blanks..
bt i tried my best..

den bi..
oso roughly do..
hate summary..

den recess..
faz faz study bio!
haiz..
now only noe i dun und haploid n diploid..
argh~!
simply read..
den exam..
TT
nt gud..
haiz..
den finiz jor..
bestari n dedikasi both class chaotic..
all students come here n dere..
cuz both teac oso very nice de..

den sum1 talked to teac abt L..
rly zd..
i jux sit dere n listen..
very funny..

den..
finiz skul..
dey stand by da stairs..
cuz w8ing gate open..
rite dere..
when i saw u guys..
i rly feel..
ARGH~!
y cant i be lik dat..
y can u jux come when u wan..
leave when u dont..
dont u care abt deir feelings??
my feelings??
dat time no mood jor..
jux stand dere..
let wind blow..
den sailou came out..
went down v em..
den chat a lil..
den bek home..

slept..
den grandpa called me..
n woke me up..
saying dat he is coming to bring for us dat time..
den hang up jor phone..
sleep agn..
den horn horn horn..
go out..
take things..
den cant sleep jor..
haiz..

den go tuition..
teac no come..
do paper..
do till frustrated..
cuz same method..
alil diff..
den diff answer..
bt dunno wad is da thing dat is wrong..
me or him??
den no answer!!
do 4 wad??
do jor oso dunno rite or wrong..
den decided to stop..
jux sit dere..

end..
saw eng teac..
he asked y 3 of us din come..
triangular love a??
i rly zd...

den when sum1 wanna hit her(ply dat kind)..
u go n stop..
den y 2day u can go bully her??
only u can do dat??
i did da same thing u did to him..
i jux hit u..
u think i was playing??
no!
i was rly serious..
i nvr pull other ppl hair if im playing..
den u knock me over to da wall..
dat time i was kinda possessed..
bt instincts calmed me..
i was intentionally gonna pull ur hair..
bt i stopped..
so i jux touched ur hair..
den u go n do it on me..
u think all dis was jux a joke??
no!
i was very angry dat time..
bt i jux left a smile on my face..

y muz u keep following her??
when i do it..
u will only show dat u dun lik it..
den u can do it??
i cant??

im rly rly rly tired of u..
u hav to be 'perfect' in front of me??
u muz boast me how gud u r?/
wad u noe..
i noe u studied..
bt do u hav to do dat everytime..
n when i ignore..
stop mentioning it to me agn!
i ignore it means i dun wanna hear it..

now u're gonna take everything away from me agn..
happy now??

humans r very evil..
dey hate u very much..
bt in front of u..
dey act lik dey care..
dey act lik dey r ur fren..
bt in deir heart..
dey hate u very much..
humans r rly evil...
including me...
dis world is full of LIES!