76th day of waiting

76th day of waiting..Fri
ntg much i can say..
ntg much i wanna say..

hav been trying to act myself to be happy whole day..
dere r sum rly happy times..
bt dere r times wher i force myself to be happy..
bt actually..
i wasnt happy..

at 1st..
i was started to turn moody when i 1st noe 'sum1's results..
i was moody cuz i couldn't help..
den trying da way to help..

den suddenly..
i knew abt sumthin..
i rly dun und..
I HATE EVERYTHING!!!!!

难道这样又有错吗？？
难道这样也错！！
我真的不明白··
我也不想再去装开心了··
也没有东西值得我去开心了···
就连···
···
算了吧···

以后也不再干涉其他人的事了！！
不理这么多了··
一切就让他过去··
而且在你们心中··
我也不算是什么要好朋友···
好知己···

今后的我···
也只好孤军作战！！
自己一个··
挨过这中学生涯··